University of California, Berkeley
Physics & Math Major, Interested in High Energy Physics Theory
Email: mid@berkeley.edu


La Vie
En Rose
When your love and trust turn into a sword stabs against you,
you really hate yourself that you wish to bleed to death now,
Would life be forever blight, or
Would you ever catch a ray of shimmering positive light?
Would life be forever dark, or
Would you ever see La Vie en Rose?
GOLDFISH DREAM
ICH GEHÖR NUR MIR
FIRST FLUSH OF MORNING
CRABAPPLE BLOSSOM
APRÈS UN RÊVE
若飞 Ruofei
婉兮 Wanxi
I put much effort in learning and facing myself
I thought to learn more and finding true friends
Having the courage to expose and discuss them is crucial
But it is like standing on tiptoes on the edge of an abyssal
But I ended up covered in bruises
And I could not understand myself
I am a weird mixture of characteristics in extreme ends
I only got more lost in who I am
And I doubt if I should ever try to learn myself
But I might have learned more about the world by facing myself
Though the world only wants to
Scatter me into pieces
Burn me into ashes
...
Being wiser or more foolish
Would both be better.
Wiser ones know what to think, take, or give up,
Or would figure things out, and find solutions.
More foolish ones would not concern about them,
Just live.
So I am the one supposed to suffer,
I am the most foolish one thus.
The world has no place for me.
I am a fool.